this book followed a ninteen year old Sadie who is trying to find out who killed her little sister Mattie and Sadie didn't have a great relationship with her mother and father which is took on by West McCray to do a podcast called "The Girls" to find out Sadie story of how she disappeared and Sadie struggles to find out the whole killer and feels like she is dying from pain because Mattie was her life and she is gone, her mother didn't really show love to Sadie because she couldn't stand her and she was also doing drugs the only person she loved was Mattie then she died Sadie wants to know her father and the person who killed her little sister. I personally tried to enjoy this book but I couldn't since I listened to the audiobook so I currently didn't finish the physical copy because the whole book was a bit slow paced and I connected more with the audiobook than the book but I enjoyed the characters just I wasn't feeling the actual book like the